But materialism could not free me from my dread of human beings;

Likes:
My interests include cats, classical music, malice mizer, playing piano and violin, horror movies, going to church, writing, reading, and anatomy.
Dislikes:
Dogs (I have a strong aversion to them), KETCHUP, people who aim to cause harm to others, and individuals who aim to initiate trouble.
Extra:
I would appreciate it if you could be my friend - I am in need of some. Additionally, I am seeking any nitro donations. I lack any triggers. 🪽
DNI:
I own a bsdshedtwt account and I show my sh on there a lot. If you’re uncomfortable with this do not interact with me.

Marcella/Marsella/Mar !

INTJ. He/Him, It/It’s. Asexual. 🇷🇺

Fandoms:
Bsd, Hxh, Black Butler, Death Note, Zeno Remake, YTTD, Genshin Impact, FNAF and Lost In The Cloud.

I am Fedya.

(IMPORTANT) Warnings:
My religious nature means that I may frequently talk about God. Despite being relatively dry, I am not intentionally doing this. Please don't take this negatively as it's just the way I type. If I'm in a heavy conversation, I might get lost in translation because I don't have a strong grasp of English. Although it may seem foolish, I don't consider myself a human being, so please refrain from labeling me as one. This is something I am not comfortable with. I have a significant problem with my perception of the world.
I am also mentally unwell - please do not prevoke me. I tend to remain self-reliant and exhibit kindness towards others. Due to my frequent hospital visits, I may occasionally be absent. DID, BPD and ASPD.

Anemic Russian.

Extra Information !

Ships:
If you have any discomfort with any of these ships, please refrain from interacting with me. If you'd like to be my friend or interact, please avoid starting an argument over this. These are the ships I have a preference for and have long been fond of.

- Fyodor + Dazai,
- Fyodor + Dazai + Chuuya,
- Fyodor + Nikolai,
- Danny Motta + Ranpo,
- Ranpo + Poe,
- Jouno + Tecchou,
- Atsushi + Akutagawa,
- Sigma + Nikolai.

My Fashion Style:
Ouji Fashion and Lolita Fashion have a great deal of pleasure in my heart.
My Favourite Creatures:
Cats, Bunnies, Doves, Rats, Mice, Leopards and Swans. 🪽
Books:
Crime And Punishment, Notes From The Underground and No Longer Human. (+ More.)
My Favourite Characters:
Fyodor, Dazai, Nikolai, Sigma, Ranpo, Jouno, Ciel, Sebastian, Killua, Chrollo, Kurapika, Feitan, Scaramouche and Cirrus.
My Favourite Things To Watch (Non-Anime):
Alice In Wonderland and Masha And The Bear.
My Kins:
Fyodor, Dazai, Akutagawa, Scaramouche, Cirrus, Tsugino Haru, Kaworu Nagisa, Shoya Ishida, Lisa Rowe. [+ More.]

Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.